Marvdiggitythis

You think and worry about something you don’t really have to worry about for the time being.   And then what you end up doing is deciding that it’s something that the future version of you will deal with.  But then it’s time comes and and you realize your faith in future you from past you was a little bit misguided… and now you’re sitting as future you thinking to yourself:

“I gotta deal with this shit now… wait fuck you past me” (lol)

It really just feels like you’ve just sat down at point B and expected time to transform it into point A… But time didn’t do anything for you and in the end all that time you spent waiting turned Point B into Point B-… Which in turn takes you a step back because now you’ve just wasted extra time… (that wasted time is where the - comes from)

Long story short… 

I didn’t know how to deal with it back then… I still don’t know how to deal with it now.

Good thing it isn’t that serious.